Give Me a Sign

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you're to far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
So hold off
She should hold off
It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I'm coming out in this all wrong
She's standing outside holding me
Saying "Oh please,
I'm in love,
I'm in love!"

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before it's to far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on.

I just think those lyrics are amazing. Can anyone tell me what it means when you feel like "it" is just to much but you don't know what "it" is? I'm overwhelmed. Something has to be causing that and I'm on a search to find out what it is. I don't mean to complain or to play the pity card. But I just have to let loose sometimes.
A while ago I wrote;

Give me a sign
Move me forward before I turn back
I can't see the line
I can't see what I lack

Time is running out
And I'm running in place
My heart is full of doubt
For it seems, I'm losing the race

Get me out of here
I'm not strong enough for this
All that's left is fear
I know that I won't miss

Please don't say goodbye
Please don't feel any pain
I didn't mean to lie
My sorrow is like a stain.


I don't think I really knew what I was talking about when I wrote it. I think I wrote it for my future self, which is the present me. There is more behind the words. So you won't understand it the way I do, but maybe you can understand it in your own way. I wish life was a stopwatch. I wouldn't mind putting it on hold during times like these. I need a break.