I have experienced so many crazy things this summer. I've traveled more in the last three months than I have in my entire life, I grew even closer to my sister Jadie, I learned so many life long lessons, I fell in love and fell out of it even faster, I've made some crazy mistakes, and over all I had the best summer of my life. Too bad it's over! School isn't all that bad though. I like my classes and that's what matters. As far as being trapped for 8 hours and the people who attend it's still my worst nightmare. Looking back at my summer to do list, I finished 10 of the 15 I wrote. I think that means I win x]Anyway, lets have story time.
The last week of summer I went to Oregon. I love it so much there! I wish I could have stayed longer but school was starting. While I was there, Jadie and I went to the ocean. I think out of all the incredible things in this world, the ocean is at the top of the list. It's one of the things that those know-it-all scientists can't learn everything about. It stays a mystery. And it's SO pretty. Everything about it is beautiful from the surface to the very bottom. :] We also went to the tide pools and got to touch all the weird sea creatures that get stuck until high tide comes in. It was so cool :D
I also made a couple of friends while I was there. Well, I guess I met a couple of friends. I've been talking to them for a while now and I just met them in person:] It was a lot of fun to be able to talk to them face to face:]
I think the most important part of the last three weeks of summer was spending time with Jadie. I thought it was possible to get any closer to the girl but I was soooo wrong. I'm not even sure how to explain it. I just love her tons :] We both agreed it's a bit cruel for our parents to keep us apart but what do you do? I suppose it just makes seeing her once a year that much better :]
Sorry in advance to get all serious, but I need to vent somewhere. Only so many people read this anyway and I trust all the ones that do.
I talked about him a lot, so you all know who Brent is. What you don't know, is that we broke up :[ I'm not going to say why, just know that it's a long story. I didn't believe in love before I met Brent. I only believed in lust. I thought the whole love thing was all just a joke that little girls like to fantasize about. But Brent made me fall in love. He made me feel things that I had never felt before and I'm not so sure I ever will feel again. He made me happy :] Despite all the pain now, I can't get myself to regret it. I wouldn't mind if the pain disappeared.. But I spent 6 months in a constant dream. I was never unhappy when I was with him. I also had someone there, someone who cared. He was always there for me and still is even though we aren't dating. I'm not gonna lie, I'm still in love with him. It's been exactly a month today since we broke up. If we were still dating, it would be our 7 month mark. I keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason and that there is a bright side to all of this. I just have to keep searching. Also, thank you to my family. If it weren't for them, I doubt I would have made it through the first week without him.
I also made a couple of friends while I was there. Well, I guess I met a couple of friends. I've been talking to them for a while now and I just met them in person:] It was a lot of fun to be able to talk to them face to face:]
I think the most important part of the last three weeks of summer was spending time with Jadie. I thought it was possible to get any closer to the girl but I was soooo wrong. I'm not even sure how to explain it. I just love her tons :] We both agreed it's a bit cruel for our parents to keep us apart but what do you do? I suppose it just makes seeing her once a year that much better :]
Sorry in advance to get all serious, but I need to vent somewhere. Only so many people read this anyway and I trust all the ones that do.
I talked about him a lot, so you all know who Brent is. What you don't know, is that we broke up :[ I'm not going to say why, just know that it's a long story. I didn't believe in love before I met Brent. I only believed in lust. I thought the whole love thing was all just a joke that little girls like to fantasize about. But Brent made me fall in love. He made me feel things that I had never felt before and I'm not so sure I ever will feel again. He made me happy :] Despite all the pain now, I can't get myself to regret it. I wouldn't mind if the pain disappeared.. But I spent 6 months in a constant dream. I was never unhappy when I was with him. I also had someone there, someone who cared. He was always there for me and still is even though we aren't dating. I'm not gonna lie, I'm still in love with him. It's been exactly a month today since we broke up. If we were still dating, it would be our 7 month mark. I keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason and that there is a bright side to all of this. I just have to keep searching. Also, thank you to my family. If it weren't for them, I doubt I would have made it through the first week without him.
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