Lately, my life has been crazy. I would love to tell you all about it, but I can't really get a hold of it myself. I've been staying with my sister Lindsay the past few days and plan to stay for at least two weeks. She lives in Salt Lake City, and I absolutely love it up here. It's nice to escape Utah County for a bit. It's especially nice to be able to spend so much time with Lindsay. I hardly ever get to see her these days. She means a lot to me. She is like my second mother. Lindsay has 7 wonderful cats. Their names are Mee, Panter, Bear, Wheazer, Tard, Cali, and Kitty. They are the most adorable cats in the world I think :] They all have their own (very weird) personality. It's a lot of fun up here. :]
So many crazy things have happened in such a short amount of time. I'm so grateful to have my friends and my family by my side. I'm not sure I'd be able to survive without them. That saying, "At the end of the day, all you have is your family." is really starting to make sense to me. Also, I love that God is in my life as well. Sometimes I forget how my life can really fall apart without Him. I know I could be doing so much better, but I know that God knows I'm trying my hardest. When other people don't see it, I know for a fact that He does. I find myself feeling worthless all the time. It's comforting for me to know that God will accept me for who I am, no matter what. I can mess up and screw things up beyond repair, and He'll still forgive me. I love the thought of that. It gives me hope and lately, hope is the only thing keeping me alive.
Anyway, thank you for all the support that everyone has given me the past few weeks. It really does mean a lot. I love all of you guys with all my heart. Thanks for reading about my boring and twisted life. :]
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